Entry for June 07, 2006

Sometimes I just want to take some bleach, scrub my brains until it's clean as the first day I was born and then fall into a deep, thoughtless sleep...
I am soooo sleepy right now.

Entry for June 06, 2006

هر كسي از ظن خود شد يار من

وزدرون من نجست اسرار من

Entry for June 05, 2006

از خاطرات آدم و حوا
بعد از اين همه سال فهميدم كه اون اوايل در مورد حوا اشتباه مي كردم، زندگي كردن بيرون از بهشت ، اما با اون خيلي بهتر از زندگي كردن تو بهشت اما بدون اونه٠ اولش فكر مي كردم كه خيلي حرف مي زنه ، اما الان اگر اون صداساكت بشه و از زندگيم بره حسابي غمگين مي شم٠٠٠

Entry for June 01, 2006

Human Rights Declaration- Article 3 :

Everyone has the right of life , liberty and security of person.

Entry for May 15, 2006

If... what a useless word

Entry for May 13, 2006

I had a bad dream last night.
If only at night we would dream what we dream when we're awake... everyone would wake up oh so refreshed.

I love the term "khabhayeh rangi bebini"

Entry for May 12, 2006

Who knows?
Only time.

Entry for May 10, 2006

There is no such thing as fate.
What happens in life is a mixture of these components (mavade lazem)* :
Some Logic
Irrationality -beh meghdar e kafi
Luck -be meghdar e matboo
Emotion - depends on how emotional you are
Some impulsiveness
Lots of randomness
And lots and lots of getting used to something and not wanting to change your routine.
I don't think love is a seperate ingredient, I think love is a combination of all the above and hence a sub category of life.So I do think you can not live without love.
BUT who cares what I think, the world will go on believing in fate and destiny and they will continue to say "ghesmat naboodeh"

* These ingredients may change :)

Entry for May 08, 2006

We're damaged people.

Entry for May 07, 2006

Tranquility.
Even the word tranquility is calming...

Entry for May 05, 2006

Pharmaceutical companys should come out with a pill that has an effect equivalent to the buzz you get from alchohol, I would totally buy the "buzzer" pill...

Entry for May 04, 2006

Words like violence
Break the silence
Come crashing in
Into my little world
Painful to me
Pierce right through me
Vows are spoken
To be broken
Feelings are intense
Words are trivial
Pleasures remain
So does the pain
Words are meaningless
And forgettable
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm

Enjoy the silence

Entry for May 02, 2006

Can you see the beauty inside of me?
What happened to the beauty I had inside of me?

Entry for May 01, 2006

Air by Bach

Entry for April 29, 2006

Some things never change,
Nope they absoFuckinlutely don't change.

Entry for April 28, 2006

Go and die, go and die,
Let this existence pass by
This existence is your tie
And prisoners you and I

Entry for April 26, 2006

زخم هايي هست كه هيچ وقت خوب نمي شوند

زخم هايي هم هست كه هيچ وقت جاشون نمي ره ، مثل جاي سوختگي اتو روي دست راست من٠

Entry for April 24, 2006

ميان خورشيدهاي هميشه زيباي تو لنگريست

خورشيدي كه از سپيده دم همه ستارگان بي نيازم مي كند

Entry for April 21, 2006

چترها را بايد بست

زير باران بايد رفت

فكر را، خاطره را، زير باران بايد برد

Entry for April 19, 2006

در فراسوي مرزهاي تنم

تو را دوست دارم

در آن دور دست بعي

دکه رسالت اندام ها پايان مي پذيرد

و شعله و شور تپش ها و خواهش هابه تمام

يفرو مي نشين

دو هر معنا قالب لفظ را فرو مي گذارد

چنان چون روحي

که جسد را در پايان سفرتا به هجوم کرکس هاي نهانش وا نهد

در فراسوهاي عشق

تو را دوست مي دارم

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