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uuuuuuuuuuuaaaaau

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ahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

(lyrics from the great gig in the sky)

آخر به چه گويم هست از خود خبرم چون نيست

وز بهر چه گويم نيست با وي نظرم چون هست

Where do I begin to tell a story of how great a love can be,
the sweet love story that is older than the sea, the simple truth

about the love she brings to me? Where do I start? With her first

hello she gave a meaning to this empty world of mine. There'd

never be another love, another time. She came into my life and

made the living fine.she fills my heart,she fills my heart with very

special things,with angel songs, with wild imaginings.She fills my soul

with so much love that anywhere I go I'm never lonely. With her along

who could be lonely? I reach for her hand, it's always there. How

long does it last? Can love be measured by the hours in a day?
I have no answers now but this much I can say: I know I'll need her

till the stars all burn away and she'll be there

I read a post by Anousheh Ansari - the first female space tourist who happens to be Iranian! a couple days ago and it really made me think, How much am I willing to pay for my dream??? A months salary? A years salary ? My life??
My real problem is I don't have that big of a dream, I've officially reached an existential crisis.

As I was staring into our backyard this morning , I realized although life is shit it's the little things in life that matter ; like the drops of water on the tip of the grass or the tiny little flowers that randomly grow without you ever planting them...
I need to reach an inner peace...

20/20 vision

There's millions and millions of people around the world, and you can't stop thinking about one. Life is strange isn't it...
Yesterday I had eye surgery, I can see 20/20 now, but am I seeing what I want to see???

You win a while, and then it’s done –
Your little winning streak.
And summoned now to deal
With your invincible defeat,
You live your life as if it’s real,
A Thousand Kisses Deep.

Diamonds and Rust

You haven't seen elephants, kings or Peru!
I'm happy to say I had better to do
What about China? Have you seen the Great Wall?
All walls are great, if the roof doesn't fall!

And the man you will marry?
The home you will share?
To be honest, I really don't care...

You've never been to Niagara Falls?
I have seen water, its water, that's all...
The Eiffel Tower, the Empire State?
My pulse was as high on my very first date!
Your grandson's hand as he plays with your hair?
To be honest, I really don't care...

i'm a fountain of blood
in the shape of a girl
you're the bird on the brim
hypnotized by the whirl
drink me—make me feel real
wet your beak in the stream
the game we're playing is life
love's a two way dream
leave me now—return tonight
tide will show you the way
if you forget my name
you will go astray
like a killer whale trapped in a bay
i'm a path of cinders
burning under your feet
you're the one who walks me
i'm your one way street
i'm a whisper in water
a secret for you to hear
you're the one who grows distant
when I beckon you near
i'm a tree that grows hearts
one for each that you take
you're the intruders hand
i'm the branch that you break
leave me now — return tonight
tide will show you the way
if you forget my name
you will go astray
like a killer whale trapped in a bay

I had a dream about you last night...
We were kissing...
Then this morning on my way to work:

Your softly spoken words
Release my whole desire
Undenied
Totally
And so bare is my heart, I can't hide
And so where does my heart, belong
Beneath your tender touch
My senses can't divide
Ohh so strong
My desire
For so bare is my heart, I can't hide
And so where does my heart, belong
Now that I've found you
And seen behind those eyes
How can I
Carry on
For so bare is my heart, I can't hide
And so where does my heart, belong
BelongBelongBelong

Everyone's a building burning
with no one to put the fire out.
Standing at the window looking out,
waiting for time to burn us down

But maybe I'm crazy
Maybe you're crazy
Maybe we're crazy
Probably
wooohooo

Dressed up like a car crash
The wheels are turning but you’re upside down
Is that what it is?

يك شب مهتاب

ماه مياد تو خواب

منو مي بره كوچه به كوچه

باغ انگوري باغ كلوچه

People are strange

Appassionata

Logical?

When I was young
It seemed that life was so wonderful
A miracle, oh it was beautiful, magical
And all the birds in the trees
Well they'd be singing so happily
Oh joyfully, oh playfully watching me

But then they sent me away
To teach me how to be sensible
Logical, oh responsible, practical
And they showed me a world
Where I could be so dependable
Oh clinical, oh intellectual, cynical

There are times when all the world's asleep
The questions run too deep
For such a simple man
Won't you please, please tell me what we've learned
I know it sounds absurd
But please tell me who I am

Now watch what you say
Or they'll be calling you a radical
A liberal, oh fanatical, criminal
Oh won't you sign up your name
We'd like to feel you're
Acceptable,
respectable, oh presentable, a vegetable

At night when all the world's asleep
The questions run soo deep
For such a simple man
Won't you please,please tell me what we've learned
I know it sounds absurd
But please tell me who I am, who I am, who I am, who I am

21 grams

How many lives do we live?
How many times do we die?

They say we all lose 21 grams...
at the exact moment of our death.
Everyone.

And how much fits into 21 grams?
How much is lost?

When do we lose the 21 grams?
How much goes with them?
How much is gained?

Twenty-one grams.

The weight of a stack of five nickels.
The weight of a hummingbird.
A chocolate bar.

How much did 21 grams weigh?

I need to watch Amelie again...